Rambling

I am currently a Year 4 (final year) Accountancy student in Mara University of Technology. This week is my 12th week working at Samling Plywood (Bintulu) Sdn. Bhd. After 3 months working as a practical trainee at PMS department has really opened up my eyes about how things really work behind the scenes of plywood manufacturing. I was worried, afraid of the outcome as I never had professional job, and working experience. I was as quiet as I could be. I would not a start conversation unless he or she start with small talk. I am afraid I cannot get along extremely well with my colleagues and my superior. Now, I am glad I manage to make few friends at SPB. They're very helpful, supportive and willing to help me 24/7. TQVM. Sometimes the working environment is very DULL! And I hate it. I wish the fridge well stock with junk food and drinks. The atmosphere sometimes cheerful and very stressful like today 260811 is stock closing time. Everyone is busy doing their work and ignoring me. Hello, please stop ignoring me. LOL. The happiest moment was the lunch hour! My colleagues and I will sat together sharing our lunch and talked talked talked! At work I assist my colleagues; I prepared the standard operating procedure and key in data into the Axapta. My job, it is so simple and unstressful. Working environment has made me realized that in order to success, I need a disciplines, confidence, good network and good communication skills. I hope for the remaining months I can learn new things, more challenging task which requires me to think and stress to the max because in my 5 years of university life, I studied my ass off, burning the midnight oil and try my best to get a flying colour result. I am used to that kind of challenges. I used to think hard, really really hard. I'm not used to not to think, sit back and relax. Thing I don't understand is why my university life was so difficult/hard? I always believe in this Malay proverb "bersusah-susah dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian". Maybe right now is my "bersenang-senang" time. Who knows what will happen to me in the future right? Cest la vie. Sometimes you are up sometimes you are down. Sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust, and when you're up, it's never as good as it seems, and when you're down, you never think you'll be up again, no matter what life goes on. I believe in myself, I always believe that I'm capable of anything and so are you.

Love:bella