Bon.Boyage

Last night was my baby sis, Marlene farewell party. She's going to Johor this Sunday for study. Bidding goodbye is hard, but let's make this one happy and memorable moment between us sis. I'm gonna miss you obnoxious sister. Have a save trip, enjoy yourself when you are in Johor, do not neglect your study, study smart, party smart babe sis.

lots of love,

bella

The.Death.Clock.Will.Remind.You.How.Short.Life.Is

This time I'm not excited with my homecoming. A few hours before returning home, Sunday afternoon I received a bad news from my baby sis she said "our nenek batu kawa just passed away this afternoon due to cancer". Few minutes later I was in psychological shock. The death of a loved one make me extremely sad. I still remember when was the last time we spent together, the way she talk and laugh. Inik is a serious grandmother and a loving grandmother. I love her. She taught me a lot of things. Such as, be a stronger person when bad things happen to you. She went through lots of obstacle in her life, she lost her beloved husband 16 years ago, she suffered with illness and went through operations. But she managed to overcome all the obstacle because she's so strong. But if I'm in her shoes I'm not sure whether I can get through all the situation as stated above. What make me want to burst into tears is when my cousin told me, when they come over to Inik place she always thought my cousin is me. I just want to say rest in peace inik kawa. No more suffering and now I know you happy are with the almighty. You will always remain our my heart. Your wise words will be our guidance and your love will always follow us wherever we go. Your presence will be greatly miss inik kawa.

p/s have faith in god and live life the fullest

with lovel,

bella

Friday.Friday.Friday

Being lame at placebelle. Jumping on my bed and writing blog. This is fun. personal goal #1

It's been a while to say it's been a while

Wasssssupppp! It's been a while to say it's been a while I didn't update my blog. Not that I don't have time to update it, it's due to several reason a)my laptop rosak pulak b)lack of idea c)no inspiration.

I enjoying my 3 weeks holidays in my home-town, Kuching. I'm currently in Kuching and this post is the 1st post I wrote from Kuching. I just finished my final exam and at the same time extremely excited. I not sure when the exam result will come out and don't care about it. I push myself to the limit to get the best out of myself and believe it or not I feel a sense of accomplishment. Good things. Pretty confidence and a little bit scared at the same time. My next personal mission is to perform better and preparing myself for the next move, work work work? YES I'M WORKING soon, the status as a accountant student will be invisible for a while (until next year) I hope I can survive 6 months dealing with working environment. I expect the company will give me an allowance, friendly colleague and willing to guide me.

p/s YES!!! no more assignment, no more doing revision and fake studying, no exam and no quiz for 9 months...scream!!!!!!!!!!!!

big hugs and kiss:

bella