I have to wander around the small size office every two hour asking people for something to do but no one is giving me any tasks or seats relaxing and waiting (make myself at home la pulak). While at work I enjoy the chat around water cooler, and sometime I act going into the toilet and taking nap. I know no one will question me where I have been, if they ask me I got an answer stuck inside my head ~ DIARRHEA? LOL! It is embarrassing to pretend/admit I am battling with diarrhea. :-) Other than "toilet nap" I also enjoy my short nap crawl under the desk(during lunch hour) and I surf guilt free. But it still driving me crazy having nothing to do. I can't stand it and I feel useless. I like to be useful at work. Almost everyday, I find myself thinking "won't someone please give me something to do?". Something about it just feel so boring and tedious. The waiting, watching the clock and hoping. I have to fake busy at work, typing on a black keyboard tricking my boss into loving me for all my hard work.
Honestly, I feel guilty because I'm being paid RM500 practical allowance per month for doing nothing (half of the time) and not delivering anything for it. It is just a feel like I'm taking advantage of something. I am not sure whether my boss is okay with it (if I know he have no problem doing nothing for a while though I will be happy). Sometimes when I came into his office, he asked me "what have you done today?". That question made me scare to see him when I need him to sign my attendance sheet. *sigh
Today November 17 0935 I overanalyzing my personality. The result showed that being forced to stay at work for 8 hours when sometimes I don't have 8 hours of work to do causes boredom. Hahaha personally, I prefer boredom over stress. And if I'm too bored, might become depressed and get confused about my life purpose. *laugh . 13 more days in Bintulu 9 more days until I'm finish my internship.
ps: Am I the only one I know in person experience this?
Staring at my phone waiting for someone to text or call me, YM is open on my computer with a row of empty contact, and with FB chat no one has sent me a message and still waiting for my colleague to give me something to do at office. OMG I am so bored.
Few minutes later, I am smiling on my laptop screen as I writing this :-) and take the risk yet most people don't where someone might come into the room and think I am a complete lunatic. Staring at my calendar on the right hand side of my light grey table and marking down the dates suddenly draw my attention to 11.11.11. So finally I got a pretty good excuse for not being around in Kuching for a while. That mean in exactly twenty six days I will be in Muddy Kuala (Kay-L). This time my major attraction to come down to KL not because of school/work, it's all about M-YES2011 will soon be here (oh yes retail therapy and Lord, please protect me from my desire to shop till drop) & about night life, clubbing & E! (entertainment) because Heineken Thirst presents Tiesto in Malaysia event is in just TWENTY NINE days.
29 days!
" A day that have been long awaited by Malaysian clubber's is finally here" - clubbing9ine.com
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I know there are many Tiesto fans out there. Tiesto, one of the world most famous trance DJs & producer will be performing live in Muddy Kuala on the 10th of December at Welcome Centre, Sepang International Circuit. So this one is for you guys. Have you got your tickets?
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I can't imagine myself will be there OMG! Luckily I will be there with awesome friends and we're in together. Yes things are little crazy this week where ADR keep counting the days everyday and post the countdown on my FB wall and it's so nice to have some friends in common. Thank you very much. F! I am extremely excited and I can't wait for Tiesto where I can hanging out with awesome friends in the right place at the right time can make a history of my life.
I stole this picture straight from RR fb. I love it! I got mine already :-)
ADR & I made a promise to keep it "hush-hush" and keep it save. Let's see if we can keep it that way. The hardest thing to do in this world to keep the things on the "hush-hush" until the day actually come out. Sigh! Unfortunately few days/weeks after we bought our tickets, surprise surprise the rumour spread extremely fast and lots of my friends rang me and asked me "that" question. I may have no choice and have to tell them the truth. lol! It's no longer our secret.
List of peoples who know I'm going to TIESTO:
1. Angelica & Randy (ADR friends &b RR siblings)
2. Baby sister Joanna 3. My friends in KL, Yohannes, Delma, Andy, Azura & Heen, Ray 4. My colleague Radzak, Sha, Darence, Kivent, Gui & Harrison 5. My friends in Kuching Jenifer & Reuben , Vanessa & Desmond, Daryl, Alex Soh, Amy Lola, Peewee, Amy Chua, Anthony 6. I guess 841 Facebook friends and 93 twitter followers who manage to see tiesto-related posts/timeline and my blog readers.
7. ?????? I guess the list of people who know I'm going to Tiesto keep on growing, growing and growing.
Last but not least, I am so thrilled that my dream halfway come true. Spreading happy vibes to all.
No matter how much I write my heart out, sometimes WORDS just can't describe how I feel. I just have to feel it for myself & that's all there is to it. What had happen was, I can't tell if it's killing me or it's making me stronger. Sometimes I just feel like $&*$#! I can't stay mad at someone(s) for a long time. What's the point holding on to what hurts? Maybe this weekend is the perfect time for me to make room for what feels good. I'm mentally & physically knackered. I need my own space. Me time. Just me & me. Without my family & friends. Good books, chocolate and coffee are welcome to be my friends, my companion. They make me laugh and cry in a special way.
Hey guys, how's it going? I've been crzzy with work. I have been here in Bintulu, and haven't seen my family since then (Hari Raya). I think I'm crazzy desperate for my family. I figured out maybe I should take a days off to see my family in Kuching. Maybe it's not the person I miss, it is the feeling moments I had with them. I never realized how fast time fly when I am with my family, everyday just went faster & faster something like that lah.
At Kota Kinabalu with my baby sisters & cous. I stole this pictures from my cous fb.
Abnormal thing is when I'm here in Bintulu or KL I am always a. working b. studying c. doing some sort of social activities. In Kuching, I was hanging out with the manufacturers of me(my parents), my obnoxious sisters & my friends, everyday/every-night is a great time to watch television (including weekend), going to the church, going to the shopping mall, going to "kafeidian" and lots of family activities. I miss being pampered and protected by my parents. Father and mother making me breakfast, lunch and dinner, parents doing my laundry, father asking me scary questions, I doesn't have to do any house chores and my mother is fine with it because she has another two daughters to help her( I occasionally do house chores around the house when I live with my family) . All those little things really make big difference, I feel like 10 years younger hahaha.
Quality Time with family (without me) I stole this picture from Aunt Achil FB
Next, despite we make lots of money by the sweat of one's brow, we can't buy happiness, neither love and such things. I believe that money is only medium in order to get something, here's an examples, I'm homesick! I have money so why not I buy the flight ticket, fly to Kuching and meet my family? or if I don't have time to go back, why don't I reload my cell phone and give my family a call right? What's next? When I got my first salary I want to share it with my family. Whatever it is, family time spent together will always be the best and the most treasure. Quality time with family is some things money just can't buy. When I thought about it yeah yeah yeah, it is so important to value the time we have together.
I admit I discover this song through a TV show. I love this songs for the song and not because of GG. Sia has such a beautiful voice. Her music is so MAGICAL! very inspiring. This song is so beautiful but made me so sad. It remind me of the time I feel down. Never give up and always smile, it is the best we can do against what life throw at us.
I'm in here, can anybody see me?
Can anybody help?
I'm in here, a prisoner of history,
Can anybody help?
[CHORUS]
Can't you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for
You to come rescue me.
I need you to hold
All of the sadness I cannot
Live with inside of me.
I'm in here, I'm trying to tell you something,
Can anybody help?
I'm in here, I'm calling out but you can't hear,
Can anybody help?
Can't you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for
You to come rescue me.
I need you to hold
All of the sadness I cannot
Live with inside of me.
I'm crying out, I'm breaking down,
I am fearing it all,
Stuck inside these walls,
Tell me there is hope for me
Is anybody out there listening?
Can't you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for
You to come rescue me.
I need you to hold
All of the sadness I cannot
Live with inside of me.
Can't you hear my call?
Are you coming to get me now?
I've been waiting for
You to come rescue me.
I need you to hold
All of the sadness I cannot
Live with inside of me.
I'm in here, can anybody see me?
Can anybody help?
PS: Music Is A Window To My Soul
Gossip Girl Is Amazing! If You Watched It, You'd See That
I'm looking forward to watch this movie The Vow! Starring my current favourite actor Channing Tatum as Leo (the man who always get to work with all the beautiful young women in Hollywood) and the actress is Rachael Adams as Paige (she is incredibly gorgeous!) I've been thinking that they two will make a great movie. It is romantic drama film. The film tells a story of a newly-wed couple, who end up in a car crash. After the car crash Paige is put in coma, where she is care for by her husband, Leo. When she comes to, without any memory of her husband or their marriage, the husband woos her and attempts to wins her heart again.
PS: it's like dear john had S** with the notebook and this movie, the vow is their children! october personal goals!#mustbuythenotebookbynicholassparks!
Life is not about finding yourself. Life's about creating yourself.
-george bernard shaw-
Life is about treasuring ourselves and creating yourself in the process. We all have our own profound moments in our lives and it has so much impact on our spirit and how we think. Today, I still can't believe I can go this far. After SPM it was so hard to decide what I wanted to study. Since 15 years old I am very sure I wanted do accountant because it's cool job, a year later, I wanted to do economics, I wanted to do culinary arts (my parents don’t like this idea). I don’t know what to do. Finally after I got advise from my family and friends “makan char kueh teow”, I ended up with Diploma In Business Studies. During my final year (diploma) my passion with numbers (accounting & finance) started to grow, I applied for Degree in Accounting and now I am still studying! I am accountant in the making (iguessso)
In order to accomplish great things we must not only act but also dream, not only plan but also believe.
My biggest motivation to finish my degree has been watching my parents struggle worked hard to earn money to support me and my siblings to further our tertiary education. I gave dad and mom grey hairL. My personal advisor, daddy always says “without education you can’t go far, getting education is important, if you get a good education and knowledge you increase your own value, when you have all the value, I believe one day you life will be better than us, your job better than us. As a father, I always wanted the best for my daughter; we will support you in everything you do, with one condition you must finish your study. As eldest daughter/cousin you have to setting a path for your sister and your cousins, so that they will follow your steps”.Yes daddy, I will always remember that. I always wanted to make my parents proud so I live up to their expectation. I created a simple formula: Study hard+get an awesome result+graduate+find a job with salary 3 times higher than my parent salary=I make my parents proud!
Dad and mom, thank you very much for giving me the opportunity that I have today. One of my most profound moments was my own graduation day. Dad I’m halfway fulfilling my promise to you. I remember, during my graduation day I was so excited, when I walked to the stage, I walked with my head held up high-highJ. My face, my whole body, my name appeared on the big screen. My family watched me! I knew my parents burst into tears.Happy tears!!!! Without my family and friends support I don’t think I can go this far. You all gave me hope, time, effort, strengths and lives for me to not just survive life but live life. Thank you very much for your continued support, love and constant encouragement. Having faith in God was the foundation of my journey. I know god always watching over me. My family and friends inspired me to be the best that I can in everything I do.
We are the driver of our life and no matter how deeply wounded we are by the people around us, to have a better life is still up to our decision.
Next week, will be my friends (UiTM students!!!) graduation ceremony. Girls and boys especially Indu Dara Bajik and The Santiki's , I hereby announce (screaming la tek) I am Isabella Nain, I am so proud of you friends! Finally you finished your degree! You finish your school after 6+5+3+2/3+1(master students!) studied! Ok this might sound crazy we study for half of our life just to live for half of our life? We suffer 20++ years of test, homework assignment, quiz, boring lecturers, boring classmate?!! I know some of you are feeling happy to leave school and sad to leave friend and scare to face the real world? C’mon don’t be afraid, take the opportunity and just do it. Stop letting fear rule your life. Friends, congratulation on your earning degree! You want to say goodbye “education department” hahha no no no! Your schooling may be over, but remember your education still continues. I really wanted to be with you on that day but sorry I can’t attend your graduation days. I have to work. I really hope you all can come to my graduation 2013 lahhh…huhuh lamak lagi tu. Don’t be sad 'cause I can't be there, be happy girls and boys! It is your graduation day, you deserve to have some fun!
Here are some few quotes I wanted to share with you:
YOU ARE EDUCATED, YOUR CERTIFICATION IS IN YOUR DEGREE
YOU MAY THINK OF IT AS THE TICKET TO THE GOOD LIFE
LET ME ASK IF YOU THINK OF AN ALTERNATIVE
THINK OF IT AS YOUR TICKET TO CHANGE THE WORLD (EDWARD KOH)
IN LIFE WE LEARN TO THINK INSIDE THE BOX, BUILDING ON WHAT WE HAVE LEARNT FROM OTHER,
YET SOME START BY THINKING OUTSIDE THE BOX AND ACHIVE MORE IN DOING SO.
ALL THOUGHTS INSIDE THE BOX WERE STARTED BY THOSE THINKING OUTSIDE THE BOX.
PS: So today was another moment that help me remember how beautiful life is.
On your graduation ceremony walk with your head held up high-high okok?
YahoooooooYahooooooooYahooooooo! Good morning, good afternoon, good night y'all! It's Friday my dears!!! So close to the weekend and I can't wait for? For what (idontknow)! I wish everyone have a wonderful weekend!! Actually I cant wait for Party! C'mon party people it's October fest! Drink until you get drunk but remember alcohol affects your coordination! So do not drive! Unfortunately people still try to drink and drive. If you are too drunk to drive call cab or ask your friends to drive your car and make sure that the driver is not drunk! You don't ride with anyone who has too much drink right? And always use safety seat belt. But if you must drive after drinking (like me) please please please stay completely sober. Know your own limit (practise 100x at home with your family&friends), eat food while you drink or after drinking session, try to skip a drink now and then, if someone try to force a drink on you, sip your drink don't gulp! pretend you wanna go to toilet or keep active!!! Don't be an old lady/man sit, drink and talk! errrghhh boring! Let's get your body move on the dance floor, move your body along with the rhythm. Easy!
A picture worth a thousand words and I won't be writing a thousand words here to describe the pictures. Check out our facial expression!what do you think?
Saturday night rocking with my bff! since high-school. Meet Amy Lola! She celebrated her 23rd birthday in style at Cherrie Berries, Miri! I love you!
Guess the one who cannot handle the drink? Guess who are coming all the way from Kuching? I guess they were planning to kidnap me in Bintulu. Mission accomplished.
It's not a birthday party without getting the birthday person drunk!
Long story short. Acting Normal! psychotic people hahahaha
Angel, Amy and Pewee I know y'all currently in KL. You can buy me anything in KL except adult sex toys!!!
CHEERS TO THE FREAKING WEEKEND! I DRINK TO THAT! YEAH YEAH YEAH
This post is dedicated to my lovely Mom! Happy Birthday Mom! You are turning 50 (cinquanta)! Mom each year I am extra happy on your birthday, your day remind me of God's gift to me, a mom who gave her all to raise me right, a mother like you the one I want to be. You are the one I turned to when I need extra money if dad don't want to give me money and you are the one I turned to if I need personal advise! I know, you always want the best for your 3 girls with brain. I promise I will make you happy 24-7. So many things I want to write, but I'm too lazy to type the whole word :-( . Mom if you read this, I hope you don't mind if I ask for advance birthday/graduation gift from you and dad, can you buy me a car? you know if I have a car(b-b-boyfriend) it is more convenience for me to move around in rain or shine? :-) who know in the future if you and dad come to KL I can bring both of you cruising around KL with my new bf, I can go to JB and meet baby sis M or fetch baby sis J from hostel!!!! Hehehhe See I have a good reason to convince my parents why they should buy me a new bf!
PS: If you can a think of good answer, then don't ask you parents if you want something
This song remind me of the one that I let go! He will always be my sea of love. Nobody know it but me. Thoughts of you come to mind whenever I hear this song.
I couldn’t agree more. This is so true, whether you realized it or not people do it everyday. You know what’s funny we have all done it one times (or more than one times) or another in our lives, but some of us really try not to but we have all done it. J Including me.
Next, we can judge others but at the time when we judge others, we forget to judge ourselves. It is as though we never made mistakes in life. Nobody life is perfect and we all make mistakes. This is what life about. We make mistake, we learn from our mistakes, as a result we become a better person.Some people says do not judge any person until you walked in their shoes or don’t judge a book by the cover because you will not know what’s in the book until you open it and read it. Until then, stand in front of the mirror everyday and judge yourself before you judge others. Let see if you can do it. I tried I failed because I can’t judge myself. It’s my ego stuck inside my mind telling me oh I’m perfect, I don’t have any weakness, I’m 100 times better than him/her (while writing this entry I am trying to judge myself) but deep down inside my heart I know I’m not capable judging myself that’s the problem. Can you fix me?I am telling you the truth it’s always 100 times easier to judge people than we judge ourselves. When we judge people, we forget our own imperfection by focusing on theirs. Do you like it when other people judge you? I hate it when people judge me especially strangers. I hate it when someone came to me and tell me “bella you know what this bloke say you like this like that is it true?” ewwwwww then I will tell them, “heheh you know me really well right, you know I’m not like that why on earth you want to listened/believed in what other people say about me, by the way is he/she is my friends? if they are not my friends, maybe they only know my name, my life, but the don’t know my story they don’t know what’s going on they don’t have any exclusive right to judge me. Only God can judge meJ.” No matter you did something right or wrong, people won’t stop judging you it is human behavior. Ces’t la vie. J
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it. I'd hoped you'd see my face & that you'd be reminded, That for me, it isn't over
Nevermind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don't forget me, I beg, I remember you said:- "Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead", yay.
Nothing compares, no worries or cares. Regret's and mistakes they're memories made. Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?
Nevermind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:- "Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead"
Nevermind, I'll find someone like you. I wish nothing but the best for you too. Don't forget me, I beg, I remembered you said:- "Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead" Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead, yay yeh yeah
"Most people are so stuck in their egos that everything revolves around ME Me ME and more ME. But if you want to be rich in the truest sense of the word, it can't only be about you. It has to include adding value to other people's lives"
~T. Harv Eker~
-last night, she lay in her bed and she pretend not to hear it-
15 miscalled, 6 sms. She have a big EGO! She probably won't answer his call.
24 hours later:
She still lay in her bad and thinking, should she call him first and say sorry because she didn't answer her phone when he called last night and don't reply his text. She know he is still waiting for her, he want an explanation, he might wondering why, this time what was his fault? And there she, bella is writing her new blog entry.
Just because of big ego, I "tak layan him" Hahahah! Is it such a bad thing? I mean EGO? Some people said "having ego is bad, get rid of it!" So what is EGO? It means "I" it's the latin(greek) pronoun for "I". We as a human create our own ego in our mind not God. Ego is a character we play in our daily life. It is our identity or "whodoyouthinkyouare". In the end it is probably the question to "whoami". Having an ego is normal nothing wrong with that...it is not the real us.It is just an illusion of our mind. Ego is the human soul wrapped in mental matter and separated #justsaying
so if 'ego' is the problem, what is the solution?
PS: Maybe we should not get rid of it. Just observe it.
That way we can separate "I" from the e to the g to the o.
You've probably noticed that I am not blogging as regularly as I once did and I'm taking a long hiatus from blogging. It could be a day, week or month. I realized that lately I've no stories to be told.Wordless.I don't know yet how long. I do know that thing are busy at work and I must achieved my September personal goals to become someone who.......
#spends a great deal of time reading.
So here is what I am reading at present. Yes I do usually bought 2-3 books at once so that I can enjoy variety of writing styles. Then whatever my mood for I pick up particular book and ...... read away :-)
I really don’t know what is wrong with me lately. I am acting strange. I am avoiding those people who are trying to get involved with my personal life, even my own friend. I have a friend, last time, we used to text each other like 24/7 but now when he texted me I ignored him. I admit I am running away from him. Honestly my feeling toward him is ZERO! Empty. If you ask me who is the person I wish I never meet in my life, my answer to your question is HIM. The more I know about him the less I care. He's driving me crazy. Personally, I think there is no chemistry between me and HIM. But I felt guilty cuz I treat HIM this way, what else I can do? I try to save our friendship; I try to find a reason why I am suddenly acting like this. Am I changing?
First stage of friendship as usual we are dying to know each other. We curious! We want to know his/her background, his/her career, his/her lifestyle and so on. Next after we know about “the basic” of that person, we will move on to the next stage which is we try to be a close friend, sadly few month later, it seems like there is no spark in our friendship, no more butterflies in my stomach. Our friendships become pretty boring.
When he talked to me, I replied erm….yeah..ok..hah what? I am indifferent. I started to hang out with other friends. I guess what make me running away from him just because of his attitudes, really annoying. He is TOO MUCH INFORMATION guy. When he talked, he doesn’t know the limit. He’s always bad-mouthing his/her ________ (secret). I hate it when he starts spreading juicy gossip even if it is true or not. Like if the gossip is really true, I don’t care I don’t want to get involved with other people business.
I tell you the truth, it very difficult for me to befriend with people who has this kind of attitude. *sigh* but no matter how much he annoy me I never hate him, I know nobody perfect, I am not perfect, I hope one day I have a courage to tell him if he still want to be my friends he have to change. My final piece of advise is it takes time for a person to develop a new habit. I know because I’ve been there done that. Last time, when I was a teenager, I loved to gossip but now when someone approached me and ask/tell me if I know “hey Bella do you know (someone name) bla bla bla?” I will tell him/her “OoooO” and I will avoid him/her in the first place. Remember, gossip is one awful waste of time, nothing productive is ever achieved as a result of spreading, or listening to gossip. People who spend their time finding fault or gossiping about others, are certainly not the kind of people I wanted to be friend with. I always believe that those who gossip to me may also gossip about me. So what is the moral of the story? If you can’t say anything positive about someone, don’t say anything.
PS: dear readers now do you know what it takes to be bella friend?
So yeah it was my last day in Miri on the 21082011. My second trip to Miri was EXTREMELY WONDERFUL! Before I'm going back to Bintulu, my friends and I went to "rumah asap" @ Smokehouse,Emart,Tudan in search of sinfully delicious food.....
The "makai" trip buddies
Hacking P galaxy tab while waiting for .......
Gossip Girl la tek....
extremely excited and.......still waiting...and
finally taddaaaa....let me officially present to you PORKY!!!
I love Pork
What is the first thing you do when you arrive?
Once you arrive, you can choose which stall you want to go, then you can choose which pork part satisfy you the most. Take example, head, blade shoulder, arm shoulder, loin, spare ribs, side, and butt end.
On the last day before Christmas, I hurried to go to the supermarket to buy the remaining of the gift that I didn't manage to buy earlier. When I saw all the people over there, I started to complain to myselft: "It is going to take forever here and I still have so many other places to go...Chrismas really is getting more and more annoying every year. How I wish I could just lie down, go to sleep and only wake up after it..." Nonetheless, I made my way to toy section, and there I started to curse the prices, wondering if after all kids really play with such expensive toys. While looking in the toy section, I noticed a small boy of about 5 years old, pressing a doll against his chest. He kept on touching the hair of the doll and looked so sad. I wondered who was this doll for. Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: "Granny, are you sure I don't have enough money?" The old lady replied: "You know it that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear." Then she asked him to stay here for 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly. The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.
Finally, I started to walk toward him and I asked him who did he want to give this doll to. "It is the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for this Christmas. She was so sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her."I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus will bring it to her, after all, and not to worry. But he replied to me sadly. "No, Santa Claus can not bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mother so that she can give it to her when she goes there." His eyes were so sad while saying this. "My sister has gone to be with God. Daddy say that Mummy will also go to see God very soon, so I thought that she could bring the doll with her to give it to my sister" My heart nearly stopped. The little boy looked up at me and said: "I told daddy to tell mummy not to go yet. I asked him to wait until I come back from the supermarket" Then he showed me a very nice photo of him where he was laughing. He then told me: 'I also want mummy to take this photo with her so that she will not forget me. I love my mummy and I wish she doesn't have to leave me but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister" Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.
I quickly reached for my wallet and took a few notes and said to the boy "What if we checked again, just in case if u have enough money?""Ok" he said. "I hope that I have enough."I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll, and even some spare money.The little boy said: "Thank you God for giving me enough money"Then he looked at me and added: "I asked yesterday before I slept for God to make sureI have enough money to buy this doll so that mummy can give it to my sister. He heard me.""I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mummy, but I didn't dare to ask God too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and the white rose. You know, my mummy loves white rose"
A few minutes later, the old lady came again and I left with my trolley. I finished my shopping in a totally different state from when I started. I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind. Then I remembered a local newspaper article 2 days ago, which mentioned of a drunk man in a truck who hit a car where there was one young lady and a little girl. The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the life-assisting machine, because the young lady would not be able to get out of the coma.Was this the family of the little boy?
Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the newspaper that the young lady had passed away. I couldn't stop myself and went to buy a bunch of white roses and I went to the mortuary where the body of the young woman was exposed for people to see and make last wish before burial. She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest. I left the place crying, feeling that my life had been changed forever. The love that this little boy had for his mother and his sister is still, to that day, hard to imagine. And in a fraction of a second, a drunken man had taken all this away from him.
PS: I recently received an e-mail from my friend with a very heart touching story and I wanted to share it with my reader/s. This story make almost make me want to cry and happy..most importantly this story giving a lesson to us. Thank you for sharing this story with me K.
I heard this song last week. When I was in the middle of traffic jammed. What else I can say, I freaking love this song. The beat stuck inside my head. This song remind me of MGMT! Two thumbs up!
I am currently a Year 4 (final year) Accountancy student in Mara University of Technology. This week is my 12th week working at Samling Plywood (Bintulu) Sdn. Bhd. After 3 months working as a practical trainee at PMS department has really opened up my eyes about how things really work behind the scenes of plywood manufacturing. I was worried, afraid of the outcome as I never had professional job, and working experience. I was as quiet as I could be. I would not a start conversation unless he or she start with small talk. I am afraid I cannot get along extremely well with my colleagues and my superior. Now, I am glad I manage to make few friends at SPB. They're very helpful, supportive and willing to help me 24/7. TQVM. Sometimes the working environment is very DULL! And I hate it. I wish the fridge well stock with junk food and drinks. The atmosphere sometimes cheerful and very stressful like today 260811 is stock closing time. Everyone is busy doing their work and ignoring me. Hello, please stop ignoring me. LOL. The happiest moment was the lunch hour! My colleagues and I will sat together sharing our lunch and talked talked talked! At work I assist my colleagues; I prepared the standard operating procedure and key in data into the Axapta. My job, it is so simple and unstressful. Working environment has made me realized that in order to success, I need a disciplines, confidence, good network and good communication skills. I hope for the remaining months I can learn new things, more challenging task which requires me to think and stress to the max because in my 5 years of university life, I studied my ass off, burning the midnight oil and try my best to get a flying colour result. I am used to that kind of challenges. I used to think hard, really really hard. I'm not used to not to think, sit back and relax. Thing I don't understand is why my university life was so difficult/hard? I always believe in this Malay proverb "bersusah-susah dahulu bersenang-senang kemudian". Maybe right now is my "bersenang-senang" time. Who knows what will happen to me in the future right? Cest la vie. Sometimes you are up sometimes you are down. Sometimes you're flush and sometimes you're bust, and when you're up, it's never as good as it seems, and when you're down, you never think you'll be up again, no matter what life goes on. I believe in myself, I always believe that I'm capable of anything and so are you.
Aloha readers! O-la-la I had a great weekend how was yours? I hope y’all had a great weekend. My weekend has been extremely FUN! Road trip to Miri, attended my BFF, Amy Lola 23rd birthday party, eating, drinking, dancing, soak up the sun by the pool after tiring night, and pampered myself! Now, I’m feeling so FRESH and so NEW! And can’t wait to go back to my hometown Kuching! Nextweek! I reached Bintulu at 2100 hours last night. Back to work and I’m suffering another maniac Monday cause it’s the start of the week.
Luckily there is a new game in FACEBOOK! Can you guess what game? Finally The Sims Social is on facebook. Kudos to EA and Playfish, you have done a really good job in bringing The Sims to facebook. The sims social bring me back to the year 2000. Game I’ve been playing since I was 12 and now I’m 23 still playing the sims. Wow oh wow do you think I’m growing up with this game? What I love about the sims social is I can build my house, choose the wallpaper colour, design my sims mini garden and strike up a friendship with FB friends in the sims world and the best part are the challenge and waiting for the sims energy pack!
Hey you Farmville, Cityville, E&A peoples make a move I’m playing the sims now!
BUT…..
Since yesterday I was so DISSAPOINTED because
FML!
Jiwa Merana! Since I’m playing many FB games my “jiwa merana” has been cured! Smiling macam kuda face!
Meet Agent Isabella!
And I want to blame my friends Majoree & Pet terima kasih kenalkan game baru sama sa…let’s smurfs!!!
PS : wondering how much time and energy I'm spending playing pointless FB games! C'mon I'm living in the real world. Get a life bella!
