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February 25, 2011

What.Makes.Me.Happy

I was browsing my old tumblr blog and came across to this. Should just give it a try.

Question : what makes yourself happy?

As for me, what makes me happy are :

- When I’m feeling hungry and When I’m So Full (Remind me how to be thankful and appreciate food)

- “kepala agong” more money to spend! or should i save some money and spend more…wishing for “unlimited kepala agong”

- Most important things in my life ~ QUALITY TIME with my family, my best friends and probably boyfie?

Herm it took less than a 3 minute to think about it :-))

“Must Break Out Of My Current Comfort Zone & Become Comfortable With The Unfamiliar & The Unknown. Although My 1st Step out Of Current Comfort Zone May Difficult & Fearful, At Some Point I’ll Become Comfortable Again”

February 22, 2011

Guilty.Pleasure


I am extremely hungry ATM

guilty & pleasure the word itself has it own meaning. Guilty is what make you feel guilty like when you did something wrong, you lie to your parents or friends, you escape your class and told your parents today is holidays. Then, after few hours you cannot sleep and you feel like you are criminal and you owe them an explanation, regret and asking for forgiveness. To be specific GUILTY is act of remorse of regret. Situation 1 : Man, i feel so guilty for fucking your girlfriend last night!!! damn What is pleasure? Pleasure can occur in this way to enjoy oneself, by influence of others, happiness and opposite word of pain :-) oucchhh :-(. Ok next, long story short,according to urban dictionary GUILTY PLEASURE is something that you love to do, but you just cannot admit that you do it. Correct me if I am wrong :-)

Every one has a Guilty pleasure. What is your biggest GUILTY PLEASURE? For you pleasure let me share with you my 5 common guilty pleasure.

1. SUGARY FOOD!!! it's a sooooo commonly a source of pleasure! Why because it's everywhere..Furthermore, WHO SAY NO TO A "kit kat, Chocolate, Baskin robin ice cream" erm yummy

2. REALITY SHOW such as Gullianna & Bills and Keeping Up With The Kardashian. I remember last time, the 1st thing I did, woke up, watched tv (channel 7++) , bath time, makan time, watched tv again..OMG i'm married to my TV..Thanks God at here (shah alam house) we don't have any things called TV :-) I had lot's of fun watching tv but at the same time I spend less quality time with my family and didn't do my house chores :-)

3. SLEEPING IN!! Every morning (weekdays) when my brain says "bella bella it's time for you to RISE & SHINE..be productive! but my body still lying on my bed will do anything to stay in the warm place. :-)

4. FACEBOOK VS STUDYING my biggest guilty pleasure. When i'm suppose to studying I used to ended up doing not so productive thing! facebook..! tweet! and blog! hahah most of time I forget my responsibility as a student "study till you die". As a result, I REGRET and I wish if only I could turn back time and wish for extra time..(unfortunately it happen once in a blue moon)

5. ALCOHOLIC DRINKS my obsession drink alcoholic drink has grow!! I think I have a drinking problem..don't tell me I'm alcoholic in the making! Drink drink get drunk puke and next day SLEEP whole day and yeah still a guilty pleasure...instead of sleep I can do my assignment...SIGH

-END-




February 20, 2011

Admiring.Petronas.Twin-Towers

Bridget
Majoree
View from front central base entrance

Isabella
Petronas Towers @ Night

A sky-bridges connect the two towers

The twin-towers and moon
View from public park
-the end-

Giler!

1. Do you sleep with your closet doors open or closed? - closed & lock
2. Do you take the shampoos and conditioner bottles from hotel? - no...just leave it there..i bring my own shampoo & conditioner
3. Do you sleep with your sheets tucked in or out? - Out
4. Have you ever stolen a street sign before? - nope
5. Do you like to use post-it notes? - nope
6. Do you cut out coupons but then never use them? - Yes :-)
7. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees? - hrm big bear...pretending i am dead n hope the big bear will leave me :-)
8. Do you have freckles? - Yes
9. Do you always smile for pictures? - Yes. I look awkward if i didn't smile
10. What is your biggest pet peeve? - I actually don't know what a "pet peeve" is.
11. Do you ever count your steps when you walk? - tq to technology...1 of application in my hp have walkmates..he/she will do the count for me :-)
12. Do you ever dance even if theres no music playing? - I groove. Like, I do this move I like to call the "shoulders".
13. Do you chew your pens and pencils? - No...ceridak bah haha
14. How many people have you slept with this week? - 0
15. What size is your bed? - My bed back home's single.
16. What is your Song of the week? - one in a million by neyo!!!
17. Is it okay for guys to wear pink? - Only if I am in love with him.
18. Do you still watch cartoons? - yes!!!
19. Whats your least favorite movie? - IDK
20. Where would you bury hidden treasure if you had some? - I won't tell you...secret maaa
21. What do you drink with dinner? - Water & Chinese tea
22. What do you dip a chicken nugget in? - BBQ sauce
23. What is your favorite food? - Tempoyak!!!
24. What movies could you watch over and over and still love? - 10 things i hate about you
25. Last person you kissed/kissed you? - Him.....V
26. Were you ever a boy/girl scout? - NO
26. Would you ever strip or pose nude in a magazine? - what kind of magazine?
27. Can you change the oil on a car? - No hahahah
28. Favorite kind of sandwich? - ermmmm....
29. Best thing to eat for breakfast? - Oats, Milo
30. What is your usual bedtime? - 2am (weekedays) 6am(weekends) in shah alam, and 5-7am in kuching
31. Are you lazy? - NO!
32. When you were a kid, what did you dress up as for Halloween? - AVril Lavine WAnnAbe
33. How many languages can you speak? - 4!
34. Which are better legos or lincoln logs? - Lego
35. Who is better...Leno or Letterman? - Letterman
36. Ever watch soap operas? - No
37. Dance in the shower? - Yes
38. Do you think musicals are cheesy? - Yes
39. Is Christmas stressful? - Nope!!! I always love Christmas..MAGIC
40. Ever eat a pierogi? - what's that?
41. Favorite type of fruit pie? - Apple pie
42. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? - Stewardess, teacher, nurse :-)
43. Take a vitamin daily? - I just ate my vitamin 10 min ago
44. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? - TESCO!!!hahah
45. Cheetos Or Fritos? - CHEETOS
46. Ever hear of the group Tres Bien? - no
47. Ever take dance lessons? - Yes, when i was 10 yrs old
48. DJ or band, at a wedding? - Band at a wedding n DJ after 2am haha
49. Ever won a contest? - Yeah @barzing hahah
50. Do you want to get married? - Yes! But no. But yes!
52. Do you cry and throw a fit until you get your own way? - yes
53. Do you want kids? - 3 mini me... :-)
54. Whats your favorite color? - Black
55. Do you miss anyone right now? - Dad, mom, joanna & marlene so badly...ooo & HIM
-the end-

February 16, 2011

Wednesday.Feel.Like.Monday

Hey its me Bella, I'm back ... actually I don't have anything to say. What i'm trying to do right now is to write everything on my mind less than 5 minutes...you might get bored reading this entry and might waste you time...

Today is February 16 and wednesday it feels like monday! because yesterday was a public holidays the good thing is Friday is only 2 days away..but i'm not really looking forward for this weekend because I have Modul at uni!!! SuckSSS!! and I have to do my revision for common test week (start next week) yalah I love being a student..this month started with 1 weeks holiday, hols for Chinese new year. For the next entry I'll updated about my trip to malacca with my girls, on the second weeks I went to uni. for 3 days only and from thursday until sunday! apalagi ... outing with friends and eat eat eat...no wonder la my weight naik 4 kg...After this no more public holidays! next holidays for me and others UiTM student wil be on April before our final exam ( sik la holidays gilak...cuz we have to study till die) hahah...

la la la lots of love,
Isabella

February 4, 2011

Sugar.Honey.Ice.Tea

Sugar Honey Ice Tea is an acronym for SHIT. It can be used politely at work, in class or in the presence of rather reserved company. @urban dictionary

Situation 1:
@ fast-food restaurant

cashier : line's full! can we get another cashier up here
manager : no, everyone is on line
cashier : sugar honey ice tea!!

Situation 2:
@ class

Lecturer : ok students, as you today we're having POP QUIZ
Students : sugar honey ice tea!!! i didn't do any revision

February 3, 2011

Study.Playlist


Music is all good fun.In my case listening to music is helpful for studying. I love making playlist. So what's your idea for your study playlist? Softer instrumental, classical music, R&B, TV series soundtrack or mixture of this music genre or that music genre. My taste & preference is any music that make me want to move move shake my body to the left & right (dance) and any song that I can sing along

1. Armin Van Buuren - In & out of love
2. Peter Bjorn & John - Young Folks
3. Spoon - I saw the light
4. Jay Sean - Cry
5. Afrojack Feat Eva Simons - Take over control
6. Rihanna - What's my name
7. Air - Photograph
8. Akcent - Love stoned
9. Anya Marina - Whatever you like
10. Bob - Ghost in the machine

11. Chris brown - yeah3x
12. Dashboard Confessional - Vindicated
13. The drums - down by the water
14. Edward maya - out of love
15. Edward maya - this is my life
16. Edward maya - stereo love
17. Edward maya - twin heart
18. Edward maya - close to you
19. Edward maya feat vika jigulina - desert rain
20. The windupdeads - reverse of shade

21. Inna - fly like we do it
22. Inna - No fire
23. Inna & juan magan - Sun is up
24. Inna - love
25. Jessie J feat Bob - price tad
26. Kellis - Acapella
27. Usher - let it burn
28. Neyo - part of the list
29. Paradiso girl - patron tequila remix ft. eve & lil john
30. Paradiso girl - Who's my

31. Say hi - devils
32. Sia - I'm in here
33. Sweedish house mafia - miami 2 ibiza
34. Sweedish house mafia - One
35. Tokyo police club - gone

That's the kind of music that helps me study.

p/s : the study playlist above is for the month of love (february). maybe i need to create another playlist (lagu jiwang2 V-day punya semangat katakan)

with love, Bella .

February 1, 2011

S.M.I.L.E




It makes you attractive.
It changes your mood.
It is contagious.
It relieves stress.
It boosts your immune system.
It lowers your blood pressure.
It releases endorphins, natural pain killers and serotonin - natural antidepressant.
It lifts the face and makes you look younger.
It makes you seem successful.
It helps you stay positive

- Do you still need another 10 reason why you need to smile?-
with love, bella

Just.So.You.Know

We’re girls, we get jealous, we will hate that mother fucker who spams your Facebook, we tend to assume things, our imaginations go wild. Every second you take to reply, thousands of things goes through our heads; who are you talking to? Is it that motherfucker bitch? We start assuming, and this is when we get insecure. But then.. we’ll try comfort ourselves, we’ll think back to our conversations and make ourselves believe you ain’t that type of guy. So don’t disappoint us.
Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same

I.Feel.So.Empty





Lately I have been dealing with strange feeling,why do I feel so empty inside? So numb. I hate this feeling, it feel like I'm living alone in this world. Well there are some reason why I'm feeling empty inside. The distance! Millions miles away from home & the people I do really love in my life. Deep inside my heart I miss my home, my family and my friends. Maybe I look happy and not homesick when I'm with my friends, but when I am alone (right now) I feel so lonely. I really want to talk with someone, someone who really care and good listener. Perhaps a stranger. It's true they are certain things you can share with your bfs, some are not and you decided to keep it to yourself. But still, I still want to share my secret with someone, someone who are not my top friends, and lalalala I have an options a) maybe I should buy a journal!! LOL. b) pretend I was drunk and talk too stranger c) tell my friends or d) do nothing. I know shouldn't be afraid to let them know how I feel. Also, I'm lucky because I have somebody that loves, me and I believe things work out in the end. It's just a matter of time.

p/s ~ I found a new to hobby, HEAD OUT TO THE GYM, exercise has been proven to treat depression!!!! Hope this will help :-))