Mental.Fear

Mental fear of unknown is often what produce a physical symptoms of NERVOUSNESS!

In addition to preparing myself for hiring interview,physically, I need to prepare myself mentally. Fact! the best way to prepare mentally is to know what may be coming. FEAR of the UNKNOWN can only EXIST when there is an UNKNOWN.

What else I can do?How far I've been preparing my self for hiring interview? SO I approximately have less than 12 hours to go before an interview. Need to use this time to view tough interview question & do company research.

-byebye-

Once.Upon.A.Time

1 universe, 8 planets, 192 countries, 180,497 islands, 85 seas, 7 billion people & I am still Single!

Once upon a time, when I saw his name appear on the facebook or YM chat list, I experienced adrenaline running faster than formula one car in my a) body system b) blood system c) left and right brain. My heart race 999 km p/h and I can’t focus on my school work. But that was a year ago. I don’t realize since when “that kind of feeling” suddenly disappeared. I am a tupe of girl who will stop chasing or admiring that guy when I can’t see a future of me & him together forever and ever. So I gave up and always told my self there are plenty of fish in the sea. Maybe the perfect one will come soon. OK! Enough, talking about “that weird strange feeling”! Now i'm a) stop caring b) don’t bother c) I don’t care d) I’m no longer interested towards him. Sometimes when I’m accidentally think of him or someone talked about him my heart still beat fast. But not as fast as formula 1 car maybe as fast as to old truck maximum speeds. I probably has changed or not. Like last night, I just loving or admiring him from distance. I admit sometime I fake my feeling towards him..my brain say no my heart say yes or my heart say no my brain say yes. Done! I’m confused…should stop writing about “him” got something to do. This is supposed to be less than 5 minutes writing blog entry because I don’t have much free time. Actually I’m taking my hiatus from study session.

Love me or hate me, you know I love you

Ces’t bella

That one song plays on the radio and hundreds of memories come flooding back.

Looking back, I don't regret a single word I said to you. I simply regret the worlds I left unsaid.

What.Makes.Me.Happy

I was browsing my old tumblr blog and came across to this. Should just give it a try.

Question : what makes yourself happy?

As for me, what makes me happy are :

- When I’m feeling hungry and When I’m So Full (Remind me how to be thankful and appreciate food)

- “kepala agong” more money to spend! or should i save some money and spend more…wishing for “unlimited kepala agong”

- Most important things in my life ~ QUALITY TIME with my family, my best friends and probably boyfie?

Herm it took less than a 3 minute to think about it :-))

“Must Break Out Of My Current Comfort Zone & Become Comfortable With The Unfamiliar & The Unknown. Although My 1st Step out Of Current Comfort Zone May Difficult & Fearful, At Some Point I’ll Become Comfortable Again”

Guilty.Pleasure

I am extremely hungry ATM

guilty & pleasure the word itself has it own meaning. Guilty is what make you feel guilty like when you did something wrong, you lie to your parents or friends, you escape your class and told your parents today is holidays. Then, after few hours you cannot sleep and you feel like you are criminal and you owe them an explanation, regret and asking for forgiveness. To be specific GUILTY is act of remorse of regret. Situation 1 : Man, i feel so guilty for fucking your girlfriend last night!!! damn What is pleasure? Pleasure can occur in this way to enjoy oneself, by influence of others, happiness and opposite word of pain :-) oucchhh :-(. Ok next, long story short,according to urban dictionary GUILTY PLEASURE is something that you love to do, but you just cannot admit that you do it. Correct me if I am wrong :-)

Every one has a Guilty pleasure. What is your biggest GUILTY PLEASURE? For you pleasure let me share with you my 5 common guilty pleasure.

1. SUGARY FOOD!!! it's a sooooo commonly a source of pleasure! Why because it's everywhere..Furthermore, WHO SAY NO TO A "kit kat, Chocolate, Baskin robin ice cream" erm yummy

2. REALITY SHOW such as Gullianna & Bills and Keeping Up With The Kardashian. I remember last time, the 1st thing I did, woke up, watched tv (channel 7++) , bath time, makan time, watched tv again..OMG i'm married to my TV..Thanks God at here (shah alam house) we don't have any things called TV :-) I had lot's of fun watching tv but at the same time I spend less quality time with my family and didn't do my house chores :-)

3. SLEEPING IN!! Every morning (weekdays) when my brain says "bella bella it's time for you to RISE & SHINE..be productive! but my body still lying on my bed will do anything to stay in the warm place. :-)

4. FACEBOOK VS STUDYING my biggest guilty pleasure. When i'm suppose to studying I used to ended up doing not so productive thing! facebook..! tweet! and blog! hahah most of time I forget my responsibility as a student "study till you die". As a result, I REGRET and I wish if only I could turn back time and wish for extra time..(unfortunately it happen once in a blue moon)

5. ALCOHOLIC DRINKS my obsession drink alcoholic drink has grow!! I think I have a drinking problem..don't tell me I'm alcoholic in the making! Drink drink get drunk puke and next day SLEEP whole day and yeah still a guilty pleasure...instead of sleep I can do my assignment...SIGH

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Admiring.Petronas.Twin-Towers

Bridget

Majoree

View from front central base entrance

Isabella

Petronas Towers @ Night

A sky-bridges connect the two towers

The twin-towers and moon

View from public park

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