This time I'm not excited with my homecoming. A few hours before returning home, Sunday afternoon I received a bad news from my baby sis she said "our nenek batu kawa just passed away this afternoon due to cancer". Few minutes later I was in psychological shock. The death of a loved one make me extremely sad. I still remember when was the last time we spent together, the way she talk and laugh. Inik is a serious grandmother and a loving grandmother. I love her. She taught me a lot of things. Such as, be a stronger person when bad things happen to you. She went through lots of obstacle in her life, she lost her beloved husband 16 years ago, she suffered with illness and went through operations. But she managed to overcome all the obstacle because she's so strong. But if I'm in her shoes I'm not sure whether I can get through all the situation as stated above. What make me want to burst into tears is when my cousin told me, when they come over to Inik place she always thought my cousin is me. I just want to say rest in peace inik kawa. No more suffering and now I know you happy are with the almighty. You will always remain our my heart. Your wise words will be our guidance and your love will always follow us wherever we go. Your presence will be greatly miss inik kawa.
p/s have faith in god and live life the fullest
with lovel,
bella
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