Lately I have been dealing with strange feeling,why do I feel so empty inside? So numb. I hate this feeling, it feel like I'm living alone in this world. Well there are some reason why I'm feeling empty inside. The distance! Millions miles away from home & the people I do really love in my life. Deep inside my heart I miss my home, my family and my friends. Maybe I look happy and not homesick when I'm with my friends, but when I am alone (right now) I feel so lonely. I really want to talk with someone, someone who really care and good listener. Perhaps a stranger. It's true they are certain things you can share with your bfs, some are not and you decided to keep it to yourself. But still, I still want to share my secret with someone, someone who are not my top friends, and lalalala I have an options a) maybe I should buy a journal!! LOL. b) pretend I was drunk and talk too stranger c) tell my friends or d) do nothing. I know shouldn't be afraid to let them know how I feel. Also, I'm lucky because I have somebody that loves, me and I believe things work out in the end. It's just a matter of time.
p/s ~ I found a new to hobby, HEAD OUT TO THE GYM, exercise has been proven to treat depression!!!! Hope this will help :-))
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