My Halloween Weekend Miri!

Have a safe and Happy Halloween weekend!

I'm In Here

I admit I discover this song through a TV show. I love this songs for the song and not because of GG. Sia has such a beautiful voice. Her music is so MAGICAL! very inspiring. This song is so beautiful but made me so sad. It remind me of the time I feel down. Never give up and always smile, it is the best we can do against what life throw at us.

I'm in here, can anybody see me?

Can anybody help?

I'm in here, a prisoner of history,

Can anybody help?

[CHORUS]

Can't you hear my call?

Are you coming to get me now?

I've been waiting for

You to come rescue me.

I need you to hold

All of the sadness I cannot

Live with inside of me.

I'm in here, I'm trying to tell you something,

Can anybody help?

I'm in here, I'm calling out but you can't hear,

Can anybody help?

Can't you hear my call?

Are you coming to get me now?

I've been waiting for

You to come rescue me.

I need you to hold

All of the sadness I cannot

Live with inside of me.

I'm crying out, I'm breaking down,

I am fearing it all,

Stuck inside these walls,

Tell me there is hope for me

Is anybody out there listening?

Can't you hear my call?

Are you coming to get me now?

I've been waiting for

You to come rescue me.

I need you to hold

All of the sadness I cannot

Live with inside of me.

Can't you hear my call?

Are you coming to get me now?

I've been waiting for

You to come rescue me.

I need you to hold

All of the sadness I cannot

Live with inside of me.

I'm in here, can anybody see me?

Can anybody help?

PS: Music Is A Window To My Soul

Gossip Girl Is Amazing! If You Watched It, You'd See That

Love:Bella

V-Day2012!

I'm looking forward to watch this movie The Vow! Starring my current favourite actor Channing Tatum as Leo (the man who always get to work with all the beautiful young women in Hollywood) and the actress is Rachael Adams as Paige (she is incredibly gorgeous!) I've been thinking that they two will make a great movie. It is romantic drama film. The film tells a story of a newly-wed couple, who end up in a car crash. After the car crash Paige is put in coma, where she is care for by her husband, Leo. When she comes to, without any memory of her husband or their marriage, the husband woos her and attempts to wins her heart again.

PS: it's like dear john had S** with the notebook and this movie, the vow is their children! october personal goals!#mustbuythenotebookbynicholassparks!

It does not matter how slowly you go as long as you do not stop

Life is not about finding yourself. Life's about creating yourself.

-george bernard shaw-

Life is about treasuring ourselves and creating yourself in the process. We all have our own profound moments in our lives and it has so much impact on our spirit and how we think. Today, I still can't believe I can go this far. After SPM it was so hard to decide what I wanted to study. Since 15 years old I am very sure I wanted do accountant because it's cool job, a year later, I wanted to do economics, I wanted to do culinary arts (my parents don’t like this idea). I don’t know what to do. Finally after I got advise from my family and friends “makan char kueh teow”, I ended up with Diploma In Business Studies. During my final year (diploma) my passion with numbers (accounting & finance) started to grow, I applied for Degree in Accounting and now I am still studying! I am accountant in the making (iguessso)

In order to accomplish great things we must not only act but also dream, not only plan but also believe.

My biggest motivation to finish my degree has been watching my parents struggle worked hard to earn money to support me and my siblings to further our tertiary education. I gave dad and mom grey hairL. My personal advisor, daddy always says “without education you can’t go far, getting education is important, if you get a good education and knowledge you increase your own value, when you have all the value, I believe one day you life will be better than us, your job better than us. As a father, I always wanted the best for my daughter; we will support you in everything you do, with one condition you must finish your study. As eldest daughter/cousin you have to setting a path for your sister and your cousins, so that they will follow your steps”. Yes daddy, I will always remember that. I always wanted to make my parents proud so I live up to their expectation. I created a simple formula: Study hard+get an awesome result+graduate+find a job with salary 3 times higher than my parent salary=I make my parents proud!

Dad and mom, thank you very much for giving me the opportunity that I have today. One of my most profound moments was my own graduation day. Dad I’m halfway fulfilling my promise to you. I remember, during my graduation day I was so excited, when I walked to the stage, I walked with my head held up high-highJ. My face, my whole body, my name appeared on the big screen. My family watched me! I knew my parents burst into tears.Happy tears!!!! Without my family and friends support I don’t think I can go this far. You all gave me hope, time, effort, strengths and lives for me to not just survive life but live life. Thank you very much for your continued support, love and constant encouragement. Having faith in God was the foundation of my journey. I know god always watching over me. My family and friends inspired me to be the best that I can in everything I do.

We are the driver of our life and no matter how deeply wounded we are by the people around us, to have a better life is still up to our decision.

Next week, will be my friends (UiTM students!!!) graduation ceremony. Girls and boys especially Indu Dara Bajik and The Santiki's , I hereby announce (screaming la tek) I am Isabella Nain, I am so proud of you friends! Finally you finished your degree! You finish your school after 6+5+3+2/3+1(master students!) studied! Ok this might sound crazy we study for half of our life just to live for half of our life? We suffer 20++ years of test, homework assignment, quiz, boring lecturers, boring classmate?!! I know some of you are feeling happy to leave school and sad to leave friend and scare to face the real world? C’mon don’t be afraid, take the opportunity and just do it. Stop letting fear rule your life. Friends, congratulation on your earning degree! You want to say goodbye “education department” hahha no no no! Your schooling may be over, but remember your education still continues. I really wanted to be with you on that day but sorry I can’t attend your graduation days. I have to work. I really hope you all can come to my graduation 2013 lahhh…huhuh lamak lagi tu. Don’t be sad 'cause I can't be there, be happy girls and boys! It is your graduation day, you deserve to have some fun!

Here are some few quotes I wanted to share with you:

YOU ARE EDUCATED, YOUR CERTIFICATION IS IN YOUR DEGREE

YOU MAY THINK OF IT AS THE TICKET TO THE GOOD LIFE

LET ME ASK IF YOU THINK OF AN ALTERNATIVE

THINK OF IT AS YOUR TICKET TO CHANGE THE WORLD (EDWARD KOH)

IN LIFE WE LEARN TO THINK INSIDE THE BOX, BUILDING ON WHAT WE HAVE LEARNT FROM OTHER,

YET SOME START BY THINKING OUTSIDE THE BOX AND ACHIVE MORE IN DOING SO.

ALL THOUGHTS INSIDE THE BOX WERE STARTED BY THOSE THINKING OUTSIDE THE BOX.

PS: So today was another moment that help me remember how beautiful life is.

On your graduation ceremony walk with your head held up high-high okok?

Xoxo:bella

FlyDay!

YahoooooooYahooooooooYahooooooo! Good morning, good afternoon, good night y'all! It's Friday my dears!!! So close to the weekend and I can't wait for? For what (idontknow)! I wish everyone have a wonderful weekend!! Actually I cant wait for Party! C'mon party people it's October fest! Drink until you get drunk but remember alcohol affects your coordination! So do not drive! Unfortunately people still try to drink and drive. If you are too drunk to drive call cab or ask your friends to drive your car and make sure that the driver is not drunk! You don't ride with anyone who has too much drink right? And always use safety seat belt. But if you must drive after drinking (like me) please please please stay completely sober. Know your own limit (practise 100x at home with your family&friends), eat food while you drink or after drinking session, try to skip a drink now and then, if someone try to force a drink on you, sip your drink don't gulp! pretend you wanna go to toilet or keep active!!! Don't be an old lady/man sit, drink and talk! errrghhh boring! Let's get your body move on the dance floor, move your body along with the rhythm. Easy!

A picture worth a thousand words and I won't be writing a thousand words here to describe the pictures. Check out our facial expression!what do you think?

Saturday night rocking with my bff! since high-school. Meet Amy Lola! She celebrated her 23rd birthday in style at Cherrie Berries, Miri! I love you!

Guess the one who cannot handle the drink? Guess who are coming all the way from Kuching? I guess they were planning to kidnap me in Bintulu. Mission accomplished.

It's not a birthday party without getting the birthday person drunk!

Long story short. Acting Normal! psychotic people hahahaha

Angel, Amy and Pewee I know y'all currently in KL. You can buy me anything in KL except adult sex toys!!!

CHEERS TO THE FREAKING WEEKEND! I DRINK TO THAT! YEAH YEAH YEAH

ps: picture courtesy of peewee

xoxo:bella

cinquanta

This post is dedicated to my lovely Mom! Happy Birthday Mom! You are turning 50 (cinquanta)! Mom each year I am extra happy on your birthday, your day remind me of God's gift to me, a mom who gave her all to raise me right, a mother like you the one I want to be. You are the one I turned to when I need extra money if dad don't want to give me money and you are the one I turned to if I need personal advise! I know, you always want the best for your 3 girls with brain. I promise I will make you happy 24-7. So many things I want to write, but I'm too lazy to type the whole word :-( . Mom if you read this, I hope you don't mind if I ask for advance birthday/graduation gift from you and dad, can you buy me a car? you know if I have a car(b-b-boyfriend) it is more convenience for me to move around in rain or shine? :-) who know in the future if you and dad come to KL I can bring both of you cruising around KL with my new bf, I can go to JB and meet baby sis M or fetch baby sis J from hostel!!!! Hehehhe See I have a good reason to convince my parents why they should buy me a new bf!

PS: If you can a think of good answer, then don't ask you parents if you want something

xoxo:Bella

Rest In Peace