Ces't La Vie

July 29, 2011

Me vs. Nigella/Sugar

Baking, cupcakes and desserts, a department which I am pretty much useless.

July 27, 2011

“You know that feeling when you’re just waiting, waiting to get home into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let out everything that you have kept in all day? Nothing is wrong, but nothing is right either, and you’re tired, tired of everything, tired of nothing, and you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay, but no one’s going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting, tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else, tired of being strong, and for once, you just want it to be easy, to be simple, to be helped, to be saved, but you know you won’t be, but you’re still hoping and you’re still wishing and you’re still staying strong and fighting with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting.”

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July 21, 2011

Weekend.Getaway

minum petang!

Lelapan Tongkol!

Dim Sum! Miri signature dishes!

teman seperjuangan!

Meet Alesia

Breakfast!

Finally! MCD! Crave Fulfilled

Day 1!

Heyyy! How was your weekend everyone? I had a great weekend! Finally I went to Miri for so short weekend getaway! Gembira! Kenapa? yelah dapat jumpa semua sehabat handai dari kuching dan yang menetap di miri. 1st night in Miri my cous, Baby and I went to Bintang Mall for dinner.Yelah, penat kerja halfday, perut pun perlu diisi juga. Dinner? Kat Station One je lah..mengidam nak makan chicken chop! crave crave! After dinner, we went back to hotel, shower and cuci2 apa yang patut.LoL. Dan benda yang ditunggu2 TGIF! It's friday night! Pergi charging kat Ming Cafe, Barcelona, after that jumpa Randy and went to Chique and Cherry Berries! CB best dowh!!! (takda gambar la pulak..tunggu Baby upload la k, minta dari nya)

Day 2!

Hangover sikit bah! bangun seawal 8 pagi and apalagi pergi breakfast!!! My BFF Alesia madah mesti try DIM SUM 2020, MIRI SIGNATURE DISHES! komen dari saya SEDAP! rugi kalau tak try dim sum mun ada pergi miri. Oh ya...Randy and Allison pun ada juak join breakfast. Lepas breakfast pergi la tempat orang nunggah CANADA HILLS! best dapat tengok seluruh bandar miri! hahha...pastu hantar adik Alesia pergi tution n pergi main bowling! vavi vavi vavi betul 1st game my score 49, 2nd game 50!wtf...need to improve lah...Malam pulak pergi rumah Aunt dinner n chitchatchitchat w relatives...sampai hotel terus collapsed! tak jadi nak g karok! extremely knackered.Na-night!

Day 3!

Last day in Miri! so sad..but nvrmind! next time boleh datang miri again bah...3 hrs journey from bintulu je. Aktiviti hari ini, pergi buang stress! shopping bah and makan again. At the end of the day balik bintulu! Pai fetch me fr btu bus terminal and I went to her house for dinner! herm sedap bah cocktail dipolah Pai. MENTAL NOTE: minta resipi lok pai! hahha

p/s sorry bahasa rojak2 biasalah fikiran tengah kacau! :-)

Kepada mereka yang terlibat! TQVM for your warm welcome and hospitality!

xoxo: isabella

July 14, 2011

Until.When?

Here I am

This is me, attempt writing another random post. I know lately, I've been complain a lot about what’s going on with my life. My rollercoaster rides. SORRY. My friendly advice is, you don't have to waste your time reading this entire blog entry. Because it consists of my random thought, never know where it starts, never know where it ends.

And The Story Begins,

I can't recall when was the last time I feel like want to cry. My heart beat slowly, my mind can't think straight and slowly I losing my patience. Dear God, I know i'm not a good Christian, but I always have faith on you. Please guide me. Please give me strength and patience. I can't take it anymore. I'm starting to hate this place, erm *Thinking* not this place since this week. This place oil's town is perfect. Be specific! -THE PEOPLE AROUND ME- . Those people mouth! Those people keep on going here and there, spreading rumors about me like they don't have anything to do. For a moment I feel like a celebrity and keep me wondering how celebrity can survive gossip. From what I've observed, I learned not to trust anyone here. Some people are nice in front of me, they smile, they willing to offer a help but behind me, the did the opposite thing. They said i'm like this, like that la...as if they really know me inside and out. BACKSTABBER!!! But I don't care (the fact is 20% care) because maybe this is their culture, "talking shit about another people" and I'm trying to deal with -ve culture/-ve coworker BAD THINGS!. No matter what, I double promises to myself that no matter how interesting the gossip I won't get involved. I'll be a good listener and not going to talk/spreading rumors/brag about him/her unless they are purposely looking for trouble and purposely want to mess with me. FULLSTOP. I'm so stressed with this current situation and talked to my close friends...and they said "office politics, you can't do anything, just be patient, who know who you are and what you are doing, don't have to be afraid of those people around who" TQVM buddies for your time and you advise. I'll remember that. And one more things, my friend said "just ignore jak, do your own things, we have good education background so act like one" - I am not trying to show off but maybe what ADR said was true. I'm lucky enough to have good education background and of course my point of view might be different from people around me. I'm glad cuz some people around me understand me. Maybe they are more exposed to outside world and more matured. Next things I want to tell them, "please open you eyes, your mind and try to see things from different perspective", “please stop gossiping or insult another people, cuz nobody perfect, and think what will you get after bad mouthing another people around you, you might feel satisfied (for a while I guess) but remember when you have an intention to talk about someone, stand in front of the mirror, look at yourself first are you good enough to judge another people?who are you to judge another people? please remember that”.

-I’m just a human, I’m weak and Vulnerable, I Don’t Know Until When I Can Stay-

-Millions stress, Bella-