Week5!

Minggu ke-5 saya practical.

Minggu ini saya sungguh bosan berada di tempat kerja.

Sebab:

1. Masuk kerja pukul 8 pulang pukul 5 duduk 9 jam di pejabat tanpa buat apa2 membuatkan saya rasa sungguh mengantuk. Minum kopi berapa cawan pun rasa mengantok takkan hilang. Tengok kanan, tengok kiri takda orang ditepi saya. Tengok depan, tertengok muka kawan2 saya yang sedang buat kerja.Sungguh tekun mereka membuat kerja. Mahu ganggu tak berani. Jadi saya pun duduk saja la di dalam office, on-9 dan buat blog entry. Tujuan-menghabiskan masa.

2. Nak cakap saya ni pemalas saya tak la rasa saya pemalas. Yalah saya da pergi ke hulu, ke hilir Tanya senior saya, ada tak kerja nak buat, macam biasa dia orang cakap tunggu la report datang nanti saya bagi. Tunggu punya tunggu takda juga. Boss berulang kali melalui bilik saya tengok saya tak buat apa2 saya takut dia ingat saya pemalas..Harap2 dia tak fikir macam tulah.

3. Disebabkan saya tahu saya datang kerja tak da kerja, datang untuk ambil attendance, saya pun pergi ke kedai buku, membeli novel.Yalah kalau hari2 duduk menghadap laptop mata pun macam nak rabun.Kepala pun semaking pening. Minggu ni saya da habis baca 2 novel. Kalau free weekend ni, saya mahu pergi beli lagi lah. Whoa hahahah.

Otak saya berfikir,kalau la minggu depan situasi macam ni masih sama, saya tak tahu la apa lagi saya nak buat. Memang saya jadi gila la kalau macam ni. Lebih baik saya duduk rumah ka, cari kerja yg betul2 kah. Haiya. Saya harap minggu depan saya busy! Itu saja lah.Tak tahu nak cakap apa lagi. Kalau ada benda saya tak puas hati nanti la saya buat aduan lagi ok.

Tell.Me.Where.Did.I.Go.Wrong

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Tell Me Where Did We Go Wrong

I Thought We Would Get Through This Together

I Cried Before But Now Im Okay With This

I Guess Nothing Lasts Forever

Tell Me Where Did We Go Wrong

I Thought We Would Get Through This Together

I Cared Before But Now Im Okay With This

I Guess Nothing Lasts Forever

When Did You Decide To Change Who Ever You Will Let Me Go Again

Cuz Lately Youv've Been Acting So Strange, I Wait Around

But You Dont Come Home To Me

I Think Its Time That We Take The Time To See

If There's Gon Really Be Something In The Future

Cuz Im Not Wasting No More Time

For U To Sit Here And Play With Mind

Tell Me Where Did We Go Wrong

I Thought We Would Get Through This Together

I Cried Before But Now Im Okay, Ill Guess Nothing

Last Forever

I Guess You Just Cant Contemplate

The Kind Of Hell U Put Me Through (Put Me Through Hell)

Never Around To Be There For Me

And I Cried So Much For You, So Now

I Do Just What I Gotta Do, And If U Wanna

Stay That's Okay, Cuz I Put With U Too Long

To... Through

Go On And Leave, Nobody's Stopping You

Baby Ill Hope?

Tell Me Where Did We Go Wrong

I Thought We Would Get Through This Together

I Cried Before But Now Im Okay, I Guess Nothing

Lasts Forever

Tell Me Where Did We Go Wrong

I Thought We Would Get Through This Together

I Cared Before But Now I Dont Care,Becuz I Guess Nothing

Lasts Forever

Where Did We Go Wrong Baby,

I Thought We'd Last Forever

But Then U Changed On Me, U Changed Baby

I Learned That Nothing Lasts Forever

I Dont Try To Handle Fate,

I Would Never,

Learned That I Can Be Wrong

Where Did I Go Wrong'

I Dont Understand, I Just Dont

I

Wonder

What

You

Think

When

You

See

Me

Truth!

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The truth is I still care and always will.

I'm not the type of girl to let people walk out of my life and pretend that they don't matter anymore.

I may not like the that person anymore or talk to him or her but, I STILL CARE.

I'm always going back to my life and say I wondered what happened to so & so.

I hope they're alright.

I will actually mean it.

That is the type of person I am.

Once you're in my heart, you're there forever.

-blind-thoughts-

What’s.Your.5.Year.Plan

When we were a kid, we’re taught by our parents & teachers from early to set an ambition, stay focused and work hard to it.

I still remember when I was in primary school, I wanted to be a nurse because I love helping people and its honorable job. As time pass by, I changed my ambition again because I’m so scared of blood and I don’t like hospital environment, So, I wanted to be a stewardess … I can travel around the world, get free accommodation, free ticket and another privilege!!! . Finally after form 3, I know what I want to be, an accountant and at the same time to survive the social teen hood. After the PMR result came out, I move to another school..SMT Kuching and stay focused and work hard.

Then Come University lives. I studied Diploma in Business Studies and my short term plan was too graduated. My diploma years it was a fun fun fun and I’ve been through many obstacles. When I was 19 my 5 years plan was to graduated, move out from home and doing accounting. I’m glad to say I managed to achieve those goals.

I went to KL and studied accounting (graduating next year…*finger cross*) , I have since made another 5 years plan, study smart party hard and blah blah blah. Now is 2011 and I still have two and a half year left for me to achieve my personal goals.

5 of which to have, 1) fabulous car *lol 2) to have fabulous man by my side *hint still waiting 3) fabulous friends 4) fabulous clothes and fabulous shoes, accessories and handbags to go with my fabulous life and last but not least 5)graduate with an excellent result and have an extremely fabulous career.

-I hope that things will happen in the way I want.Perfect-

x.o.x.o -bella-

Laughter is not always "The best medicine." Sometimes its just "the best disguise”